when the ship of my life 

got indulged 

In the waves of the sea

so harsh and cold !

I spread a sail …in a silent sway

I held the wheel... closed my eyes and pray

" you're just like your father "

rang a bell in my ear

a childish scream,,.that u couldn't hear 

a warm hand…

burying my worries in the sand

drowning my fear

It was in the middle of the alley 

wet , grey, flying papers of yesterday

screams of awe …shaking my legs

laughter and scoff  ...forcing me to beg

a child with scars 

all over her face 

failing to play

I lost my way…!

as my days passed by 

too busy to allow me to cry

I found my self on the edge 

with no choice but to glide

 deaf the petty and speak the  pride

and when I did !

I heard an applause

I turned around… .looking at the crowd

I saw a pale rose that I've always found

they were all proud

where is he ?

Tones of empty eyes looked at the ground

I know you care 

cause when u see me.. you smile

I know it's hard for you to smile

Thank you!

I know you care

cause  u dare !

to throw a hidden drop of affection

to warm my hollow heart..

when u look at me in the eye

trying to fix my lost sight

Thank you

for killing the laughs

with them your share

once u see her passing by 

with all her stare 

at the ultimate unfair

it tells you care…

............

Is it sorrowful to see you

secretly gasping a sigh? 

or is it sorrowful that u don't even try

to mend the broken tie ?

I grew up with a lie… and I'm always willing to deny

That my mask is in my hand…and my soul needs a place to land

you don't have to stay,, just show me my way 

" you're just like your father"

Is a melody for once u sing..so if I'm like u my king

don't worry about me .. 

move on with luck …and let me sail…

For my ship won't wait !  

just Pray for me ..

to sweep the pain

and embrace my fate !

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